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Today is just one of those days that I feel that I need to write a blog. So here I go, and if it doesn't make any sense, it's probably cause I'm just saying anything that's like on my mind. So yea, second year of high school. Not much has changed I guess. Still go to Walnut. But even though nothing has changed in the school or anything, I feel like some people have been changing. I guess it's cause nobody can always stay the same forever right? But honestly, I don't think that the way people change is really bothering me. I think it's how they're acting toward me as an individual. The way they act toward other people don't concern me, and even if it does, I'm only worried about it for a little bit. But your adittude toward me, and if it changes..then that honestly starts to bother me. If I wasn't even close to the people who are changing around me, I wouldn't even care. But these people are the ones that are close to me. The ones that I honesty care about. Ugh, whatever. I just hope that things aren't gonna drastically change. I can handle the little things, but the big things are gonna hit me hard.

My life in general, just speaking about me, is pretty good (: I don't feel like I got a lot of things to worry about; and if I do, I don't even really let it bother me. I feel like my true friends are still there for me through whatever times and I don't need to worry about that. My family is the same. Pretty good, and not much to worry about. School is whatever, and nothing special. Me and Addam are the best that we could be at right now, and I can't ask for anything more of him cause he's given me so much <3 My grades are kind of hard to say right now cause the year just started but I guess it's not horrible, but it's not amazing either. With church, like I don't even know anymore. Sometimes, I don't even feel like going, and the only reason that I go is like to talk to people, or if I have no where else to go. So idk, whatever about that too. I've been going out and just hanging out a lot with family and friends so that's a good thing. As of right now, I honestly don't have anything that's a heavy burden on me. Umm, nothing to really look forward to either for the next few weeks. And sometimes, even if people ask me to go out, I feel like I just wanna stay home. I'm getting really tired of going out and spending money. It's weird. I used to love going out, but now I feel like hanging out at home with those few close people is like enough for me. Oh yea, my grandparents just celebrated their 45th anniversary. It just made me think..haha. And yea, we're all obviously too young to think about marriage and stuff but like I hope that one day, when I marry that one special guy, that my marriage would be like my grandparents cause it's amazing how when people are so old, they can still be so in love with each other; giving them suprises when they least expect it, or just a simple holding of hands or something. OUT!