Hopefully, the Last Time

Alright. So here I go again. But this is the last time. Or at least I hope this is the last time i have to write you one of these blogs, cause I'm officially done. So yesterday, we were on the phone, and I guess we settled our feelings once and for all. ( Well that's what I think ) And you told me to write you a heartfelt blog before we started being serious, and I said aiiite (:, but this is not the type of heartfelt blog that we both know you wanted. I don't know. It's just that every time I talk to you, you make me happy and like you give me them butterflies. You know? And we both know that we have to stop talking to each other, even as friends for a while, and I guess this is the time that we honestly have to stop it once and for all. I wrote you that other blog a few weeks back, and I thought that we would be alright from that. And yea, we were, for a while. But I guess that I screwed things up with you again, huh? And yea, I blame myself, cause I already have someone, Addam (: And now, I know that he's the only one, aha. And yea, that sounds weird -__- But I mean that he's the only one that I wanna 'date' or 'talk' to, or whatever people call it these days. I'm just done hurting you. You know? And you said that you don't wanna hurt me, but honestly, I think that I'm the one hurting you more. Cause honestly, I really like Addam and I don't wanna do anything that will hurt what we have haha. And yea, for all you people reading this, it might be like cheesy or what not, or even like retarded to you, ahah, but I know that this stuff that I'm writing is coming from the bottom of my heart. So I guess this is goodbye, huh? I just want you to know that I really mean what I'm writing and that I never wanted to hurt you, again. But we should just back off from each other for a while. Sounds familiar huh? Cause that's what you basically told me last time. haha. And yea, it hurts when you don't talk to a friend for a while, but it's what I had to go through and I guess this time, it's your turn. Gosh, I really didn't want anything to end up like this. All I wanted was us to be friends again. But obviously, that's not how it all turned out. You're always gonna be a good friend to me no matter what. I'll always be here for you if you wanna talk, or if you have anything on your chest that you wanna get off, cause I know that's what I went to you for. You're an amazing friend, and I honestly don't wanna lose that strong friendship that we once had. Well, I guess that's what I had to say. I apologize for everything, and I put all the blame upon myself. And now all I have to do, is sit, think, and realize that I made the right decision, cause I know I did. (:

My sincerest apologies,
Jasmine Nicole