Dear _ _ _ _ _,

So here i go. Yesterday night, you told me something that meant so much to you and even me.But what touched me the most is that, you told me the truth. I just thought that writing this to you would make me feel a lot better because I honestly need to get my emotions out to you right now. You mean a lot to me _ _ _ _ _, and I really just want you to know that. But you mean even more to me as a friend. I'm not gonna lie; I was honestly feeling something for you, and I know that was pretty strong. But you're right, and I'm glad you told me how you felt yesterday. You know, I feel so bad. First of all for lying to you. Secondly, for leading you on like this. And, I feel really bad about not telling you what I should have told you since the beginning; cause maybe, just maybe; we wouldn't be in this situation right now. Last night, after you called me, I couldn't even stand myself anymore. I was so angry with myself. From the beginning, I told myself that whatever happened between us, I wouldn't let it affect me at all. But, that's a different story than last night. Cause last night, I found myself laying on my bed, and having tears rolling down my cheeks. Not necessarily because of what you told me, and not because of the way I feel toward you. But, it's because I was so disappointed in myself for hurting you and possibly even our friendship. You told me that this wouldn't hurt our friendship, and I pray that you mean what you said because our friendship means so much to me more than anything else. And even if I do see you only once in like every eight freakin months haha, I still want to be close to you and have a good friendship. I honestly don't want anything to change between us because I loved how we were before. _ _ _ _ _, you're such a good firend to talk to, and even before any of this, I could talk to you about anything. I'm so sorry from the bottom of my heart, that I basically screwed everything up. I should'v just been honest to you from the begginning. And yea, if you actually read up to this, if you're even reading this, all I want to say is that I'm sorry, and I hope nothing between us will change.

Love Always,
Jasmine Nicole Cheung